Today I take my girlfriend to see her heart doctor. I don't exactly know why she has to go, something to for her insurance, I guess.
I hope she doesn't just get up and walk out ofter he tells he she needs to lose weight, again. If she's tired of hearing it, common sense would tell her ot LOSE
 WEIGHT. She tells me how hard it is to lose weight. I went from 287 - 204 in a mater of 10 months to a year. I just picked a japanese sttyle diet. I also picked up a style of eating they do called the 80% rule. It's eat till you're 80 percent full. The lovely japanese people also dont like to drink cold water. They feel it 
hinders digestion. I always thought cold water sped it up by making your body burn calories to heat up the water to body temperature.

Yesterday my stepdad and i ordered a pizza before my mom got home. We saved her 2 slices (the normal amount of slices she typically eats.) 
I think she actually yelled and said "well, the decision to decide what to eat was just taken away from me, i work hard for this family blah blah blah."  Mom,
you have got to chill. Menopause must suck. I thought you had that 10 years ago! I know I put some anchovies on my slices. Yes I'm a freak who likes the
anchovies on his pizza but I like to put them on there myself. I honestly love putting anchovies on a meat lovers pizza or a supereme or deluxe pizza, just
one with a whole mess of toppings. My girlfriend likes one topping. Sausage. That's it. Boring.

I guess after 9am my computer will be off the rest of today. I have an appointment with my shrink at 9 for 20 mintues (i hope to get this done faster) and then 
its off to Ridgley, then Easton, then to my house, then to Ridgely and back home. Ug, driving, no computer time, no coffee. And I'm probably going to have to spend 
money buying her something to eat, and she'll get hungry again and not want anything we have herea at the house!!! AS USUAL!!! AND I'll get no play. WTF do i need 
her as a girlfriend for?? Money funnel?? Oh and despite it being 60F she's still going to be cold. Eventually she will go to sleep here in her gamingchair then I'll
get to do my hobby instead of having to watch rediculous anime with her.

*Sigh, I really don't want to drive tomorrow either. but the little woman can't drive (even 500 feet) without freezing up and nearly having a panic attack and a 
stroke. I hate doing all the driving. I especially hate when her extended family needs a ride somewhere becuase her aunt is cursed. She can't keep a car. Always going to get a new one. Get this, one time my girlfriend calls me to a rent-a-car dealership and they want me to rent a car for the aunt's new "bad boy" boyfriend. I don't know this man and unlike a christian I do NOT have blind faith. So i now refuse to be "called" anywhere by her. She once asked me for a cigarette and her uncle came out and said "hey man that cigarette was for me." so i ask my girlfriend why she had to be shady like that. I never trusted her like that again. I still don't give her any kind of paper money since she's "lost" it twice.

Why do I love this woman?

Wait.. what the fuck? Why do I? I need to sit down and have a long talk with myself. But for now, I gotta jet. Gotta get to sleep, which means I also have to go get a water to take my medicine with. HURRRRRRRR