in the morning i have to go to my first therapy session with my new therapist
im ok about this
but kinda just numb about it
i feel kinda numb
just numb

i called my girlfriend for the last time tonight
shes asleep
so we ain't saying goodnight to each other tonight

sometimes i just 
i dunno
the mumbness feels more numbing this time
like i just did a rail of powdered lidocaine or something

well hobbs
lets go