we didnt see each other today
happy anniversery babe
i woke up with the runs
she didnt sleep

we barely talked today

caught each other at bad times..

i dunno, it kinda feels stale and stagnant

whatever
she's still in mourning of her father that died in 2020
its been 6 years
i even remember the day we called the ambulance
i had to practically yell at her to do so

that was the last time i saw him alive

But i cant keep doing this

By allowing her to wallow in self pity for so long
i've made her comfortable

and i told her too
"..i cant support your lifestyle anymore. its unhealthy. its killing you."

if it means goodbye, its goodbye.