nothing goes my way anymore.
i hate everything.
my parents got subway today, something that totally excluded me from being able to get something.
fuckers.
I guess its preparing me for life without them.
wonderful.

A friend of mine got on my nerves today.
She's delusional but she can get away with it.
Men just throw themselves at her.
It's amazing really...

I erased everything on my site save the text posts.
i dont feel the need to share the stuff.
fuck it.
Fast loud dumb and proud.
A great way to go through life.
I'm broken though.

there is no answer.
I'm ALWAYS discouraged.
what can i do.
nobody wants me to succeed.

I feel lost