some women like a man with grey in his beard.
my facial hair is mostly white at nearly 44
I'm no longer too sexy for my shit
my love
my hat
your party
my car
milan
you know the song

i never really was
gay men too a liking to me
i mean, i dunno why, im not gay
i mean im bi, just a giver.
i hate that i had feminine manurisms
im just now supressing alll that stupid shit that isnt me
i hated being that way 
now i check myself
god i even sounded like i loved dick to be thrown in my asshole like a sonic boom arrow

but i have had some hot women before in my life.

im just not good at anything

today i had 2 coffees and used a thc vape
still couldnt stay awake.
good god
2 medium coffees couldnt keep me awake
what the shit?
the power of a thc vape strikes again

perhaps more coffee tomorrow
we shall see

i took my medicine 10 minutes ago
im not fading yet
but i have to edit this html and upload it

so
how are you?
nobody will email me how they are doing tho.