what's my major issue?
negative thinking
it happens when you get pushed around your whole life
and get fucked with
however
i cant stop
i'm so cynical
so pessimisic

and ive got no fucking reason to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have a loving family
I have an income
I have a car
i hae a loving girlfriend
I have a fucking lot

so why do i have such hate in my heart
why cant i be thankful
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME??????????????????????















































































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